Shattered 2
Chapter 4 Excerpt (Therapy Session with Dr. Scott)
âYeah, well, Cam is the only person who has been consistent.â
âConsistent in what, exactly?â
âEverything,â I state. âWithout her, I donât think I would have survived.â
âGirl, Cam isnât a resolution to your problem, sheâs residue and I donât mean the kind that reminds you of something good. Cam is a constant reminder of what youâre hiding from and as long as sheâs here, sheâll taint everything you touch.â
âYou say that like itâs easy to forget. I know Cam isnât good for me but what am I supposed to do? Was I supposed to pray to God when He was the one who allowed that man to hurt me?â
âCamille, God didnât allow that, evil did.â
âYeah well, evil or not it happened, and you act like itâs easy to forget that.â
âI never said forgetting but at some point, youâve got to come out from behind this wall youâve built and that starts by an inward cleaning.â
âHow?â
âCome with me,â Dr. Scott tells me.
I follow her down the hall to a bathroom. When she opens the door, my mouth drops and my hand flies up to cover my nose.
âYou didnât expect to see this, did you?â
I shake my head no.
âDid you assume this bathroom would be clean?â
âOf course,â I reply.
âWhy?â
âBecause the house is.â
âOh, so since this house with its pristine outside is clean, you never would have suspected it to have something so filthy inside, right?â
âTo be honest, no. I assumedâ”
âYou assumed?â she chuckles. âPeople assume that because weâre fixed up on the outside, from the image we portray that inwardly itâs the same. However, most of us walk around daily, just as filthy as this bathroom because itâs easy to hide, if we close the door. Go on in.â
I hesitate.
âWhatâs the problem?â she questions.
âIt stinks in there and itâs full of trash.â I say.
âSo,â she shrugs, âyour insides stink too. The only difference between you and this bathroom is that itâs filled with trash while youâre filled with shattered pieces of you.”
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