Lakisha, the Author

Daily Devotional – 10/16/15 “Who are you proving it too?”

Why do we spend the majority of our time trying to please folk and then give God the sloppy parts that’s left? I mean, some of us (I’m using us because this thang is about everybody) get up every day to post pictures of our relationship because we want to prove to social media it’s as good as you say it is. Yet, we aren’t trying to make it so and prove to God that it is. We are so worried with how folk will see us on the outside that we forget about the fact that God is looking on the inside. We take more time arguing with folk about our spirituality yet we don’t spend any time with God accepting His anointing. Yea, we post spiritual messages but how’s your life outside of social media? Does it match? We upload picture after picture of a smiling face but at home we’re drinking tears for water. Who are you trying to prove it too that you’re happy? Maybe if we spent more time trying to be happy, we wouldn’t have to put on a show for the world because then we’d actually be happy.

I’m only asking the question … who are you trying to prove it too? You do know that folk will talk about you no matter what you do, right? Then why are you concerned about them when you need to be concerned with God, who you barely speak too. Baby, you’ll never do it right for everybody because somebody in the group will find something wrong with you, your appearance, your relationship, what you say, the job you have, the car or house you stay in or what you did yesterday. Some of the folks you’re friends with on social media don’t like you anyway, they are simply waiting for something drastic to happen in your life so they can run and tell. Why are you trying to entertain them? You won’t talk about God out of fear of what folk might say. You won’t come to bible study because you don’t want folk to know you ready/study God’s word. You don’t go to Sunday school because then folk may ask who you’re changing for. You barely go to worship because then folk might call you holy. Well, I suggest you stop worrying about “them” because they can’t put you in Heaven or hell. Stop trying to please folk, you can’t! Ask yourself this question, “Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ. (Galatians 1:10)”

Sneak peek into Ms. Nice Nasty 2 …

Ms. Nice Nasty 2

Ray comes running in, “Any news yet.”

“No.” I say wiping the tears that wouldn’t stop. “Just when it seems like things are getting better.”

“He will pull through this boo, you’ve got to believe that.”

“I’m trying but–”

“Nothing.”

“What?”

“I just don’t want him to pull through if he has to live his life as a vegetable being dependent on someone to take care of him the rest of his life. Am I wrong for saying that?”

“No that sounds just like you; caring for nobody but your damn self.” Jyema says walking in.

“Bitch, unless you want to be lying in room 12 down the hall; I suggest you walk your ass right back out this room.” Ray says getting up.

“Who are you, her next one?” She asks looking me up and down.

“No, hoe; I’m the only one. Now, get the fuck out!”

Laughing, she says, “I’ll see you again Cam.”

“Not unless I see you first.” I yell after her.

“The nerve of that boot mouth bitch,” Ray says now pacing. “She has the audacity to show up here, now of all days. I should chase the hoe down and put my foot in her ass. What did you ever see in her anyway?”

“Calm down Raylin.” I’ll let the police deal with her. I don’t have time to deal with her.”

“You might not have the time but I surely do and if she shows up here again, I’ll show her!”

Coming Soon …

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— Happy Reading!
Lakisha

Daily Devotional – 10/15/15 “Are you being used?”

God is trying to use you, when will you allow Him too? You keep making excuses but why won’t you get excited instead? You keep coming up with reasons why not but why not see the real reasons why? Why are you second guessing the gift, purpose, passion, destiny, calling or assignment that God has placed in you? You don’t need folk to validate it, stop asking them. Stop hiding behind the gimmicks of glorifying man and get to know the glory of the only man who can save you. Do you know that God loves you? Do you know that He will set you free? Do you know that He will allow you to cry and then wipe your tears? Do you know that He will calm your fears? Baby, it isn’t about the theatrics that are displayed in our common day pulpits but it’s about the teaching that God is who He say He is and He’ll do it for you (it is whatever you need it to be), if you seek Him.

We, as Saints of God, get caught up in the pastor but not the purpose. We, as Saints of God, are so hung up on how well they can whoop and holler but are they wise and holy? We are so stuck on the number of members joining church but how many of those members are joyful about Christ? Yea, I see you shouting but is there any sustenance in it? What do I mean? Are you only shouting because the music sounds good or are you shouting because there’s been some fuel (the Word of God) added to the fire that’s already burning in your spirit? Are you praising God because He’s worthy or is it because you want to prove something to the worldly folk? Are you serving God because for show or because He saved you? Do you go to worship to actually worship or it is because that’s all you know? When will you get from behind religion and get behind God? It’s not about denominations, what church you attend, who has more members, how well your pastor can dress, who pays the most tithes or who serves on what committee because God says it is our duty to, “Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone Mark 16:15).” Are you being used, the right way?

Daily Devotional – 10/14/15 “You have to withstand!”

It’s Wednesday and somebody is weeping over worries, wandering in the wilderness of wrong, still acting wounded even though you’ve been made whole or wrestling with whether you should just withdraw from the war. Well baby, don’t wave your white flag in surrender just yet unless you’re surrendering to God. Yea, I know it looks like giving up is an option but check again and you’ll see that it’s been whited out. Where did you get the memo that said this thang called life would be easy? Where did you see the notification that all your days would be good? Did I take the wrong turn and miss the street with no bumps? I mean, if Jesus had to endure some hell to make it to Heaven, why can’t you?

Yes, I get it! I’m just somebody sitting at a keyboard telling you to stay strong and I don’t even know your predicament. Yea, I got it! I’m just on the outside, how can I possibly know what it feels like to be in your shoes? Well beloved; I don’t know what you’re dealing with, what or who has you crying, why you have some much anger in your heart, why your spirit is tainted and you’re not producing fruit, why you have to live paycheck to paycheck, why you have to go through that sickness or disease, why you have to be without, why you can’t get the job you’ve applied and qualified for … But I know what it’s like to be turned down, to have doors slammed in your face, to be hungry with no money, to have a negative checking account days after payday, more bills than money and a calling to backslide but you have to know and then believe that it won’t last! You have to wake up every day and then lie down every night with a warrior mentality, ready to fight in the spirit. You have to get up every day and lie down every night with faith that what you ask will be done. I don’t know why you have to cry sometimes but as the song says, there’s going to be a perfect day when trouble will get out of your way … you just have to make it there to see it!

Tuesday Teaser – Ms. Nice Nasty: Cam’s Confession

(Rated R Content- Read at your discretion)

Ms. Nice Nasty – Cam’s Confession

18 years ago –

“Look Mr. Frederick, I apologize if I gave you the wrong idea but if you let me out of here now, I promise I will not say anything.”

He starts laughing. “You aren’t going anywhere, little girl, and you won’t say anything either, not if you want to finish this program.”

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me. I have the power to make or break you at this school.”

“I’ll take my chances,” I say, trying to grab my books again.

He gets angry and pulls me up to him. “Oh, you’re a feisty little bitch. I like that, but I suggest you shut the fuck up and listen.”

“Please don’t do this.”

“You don’t know when to shut up, do you? Get on your knees.”

Crying, I kneel in front of him as he unbuckle his pants. Shoving his dick in my face, I squirm trying to avoid it but it’s only making him more aroused. Using it to slap me on my lips, he smiles. “Open your mouth.”

Refusing, he grabs my hair and pushes his dick into my mouth, “Suck it!”

I gag from the musty odor of him but he continues to thrust in and out until I almost throw up.

Pulling me up by my hair, he licks me on the lips and says, “You’ll get better with practice.”

Turning me around on his desk and snatching my panties from under my dress, he spreads my legs with one of his. He pushes me down as he rubs a finger over my clit. “I’ve been waiting to sample this pussy,” he tells me, slapping me on the ass. “Relax and you might enjoy it.”

Crying and begging him to stop only makes him more aggressive as he keeps one hand on my back, forcibly holding me down. He’s fumbling around with I’m guessing a condom when I take note of a paperweight sitting on the edge of the desk.

He finally thrusts into me and I cry out.

“Ah,” he moans as he pounds into me. “This is some good, pure pussy.”

He continues, every thrust getting harder and harder with his hand now on the back of my neck.

“Ah, ah!” he grunts before finally pulling out of me.

I lay there a few seconds giving him a minute to back up. Picking up the paperweight from the desk, I swing it towards his head, connecting the first time!

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Lakisha