Lakisha, the Author

Daily Devotional – 10/15/15 “Are you being used?”

God is trying to use you, when will you allow Him too? You keep making excuses but why won’t you get excited instead? You keep coming up with reasons why not but why not see the real reasons why? Why are you second guessing the gift, purpose, passion, destiny, calling or assignment that God has placed in you? You don’t need folk to validate it, stop asking them. Stop hiding behind the gimmicks of glorifying man and get to know the glory of the only man who can save you. Do you know that God loves you? Do you know that He will set you free? Do you know that He will allow you to cry and then wipe your tears? Do you know that He will calm your fears? Baby, it isn’t about the theatrics that are displayed in our common day pulpits but it’s about the teaching that God is who He say He is and He’ll do it for you (it is whatever you need it to be), if you seek Him.

We, as Saints of God, get caught up in the pastor but not the purpose. We, as Saints of God, are so hung up on how well they can whoop and holler but are they wise and holy? We are so stuck on the number of members joining church but how many of those members are joyful about Christ? Yea, I see you shouting but is there any sustenance in it? What do I mean? Are you only shouting because the music sounds good or are you shouting because there’s been some fuel (the Word of God) added to the fire that’s already burning in your spirit? Are you praising God because He’s worthy or is it because you want to prove something to the worldly folk? Are you serving God because for show or because He saved you? Do you go to worship to actually worship or it is because that’s all you know? When will you get from behind religion and get behind God? It’s not about denominations, what church you attend, who has more members, how well your pastor can dress, who pays the most tithes or who serves on what committee because God says it is our duty to, “Go into all the world and preach the Good News to everyone Mark 16:15).” Are you being used, the right way?

Daily Devotional – 10/14/15 “You have to withstand!”

It’s Wednesday and somebody is weeping over worries, wandering in the wilderness of wrong, still acting wounded even though you’ve been made whole or wrestling with whether you should just withdraw from the war. Well baby, don’t wave your white flag in surrender just yet unless you’re surrendering to God. Yea, I know it looks like giving up is an option but check again and you’ll see that it’s been whited out. Where did you get the memo that said this thang called life would be easy? Where did you see the notification that all your days would be good? Did I take the wrong turn and miss the street with no bumps? I mean, if Jesus had to endure some hell to make it to Heaven, why can’t you?

Yes, I get it! I’m just somebody sitting at a keyboard telling you to stay strong and I don’t even know your predicament. Yea, I got it! I’m just on the outside, how can I possibly know what it feels like to be in your shoes? Well beloved; I don’t know what you’re dealing with, what or who has you crying, why you have some much anger in your heart, why your spirit is tainted and you’re not producing fruit, why you have to live paycheck to paycheck, why you have to go through that sickness or disease, why you have to be without, why you can’t get the job you’ve applied and qualified for … But I know what it’s like to be turned down, to have doors slammed in your face, to be hungry with no money, to have a negative checking account days after payday, more bills than money and a calling to backslide but you have to know and then believe that it won’t last! You have to wake up every day and then lie down every night with a warrior mentality, ready to fight in the spirit. You have to get up every day and lie down every night with faith that what you ask will be done. I don’t know why you have to cry sometimes but as the song says, there’s going to be a perfect day when trouble will get out of your way … you just have to make it there to see it!

Tuesday Teaser – Ms. Nice Nasty: Cam’s Confession

(Rated R Content- Read at your discretion)

Ms. Nice Nasty – Cam’s Confession

18 years ago –

“Look Mr. Frederick, I apologize if I gave you the wrong idea but if you let me out of here now, I promise I will not say anything.”

He starts laughing. “You aren’t going anywhere, little girl, and you won’t say anything either, not if you want to finish this program.”

“Excuse me?”

“You heard me. I have the power to make or break you at this school.”

“I’ll take my chances,” I say, trying to grab my books again.

He gets angry and pulls me up to him. “Oh, you’re a feisty little bitch. I like that, but I suggest you shut the fuck up and listen.”

“Please don’t do this.”

“You don’t know when to shut up, do you? Get on your knees.”

Crying, I kneel in front of him as he unbuckle his pants. Shoving his dick in my face, I squirm trying to avoid it but it’s only making him more aroused. Using it to slap me on my lips, he smiles. “Open your mouth.”

Refusing, he grabs my hair and pushes his dick into my mouth, “Suck it!”

I gag from the musty odor of him but he continues to thrust in and out until I almost throw up.

Pulling me up by my hair, he licks me on the lips and says, “You’ll get better with practice.”

Turning me around on his desk and snatching my panties from under my dress, he spreads my legs with one of his. He pushes me down as he rubs a finger over my clit. “I’ve been waiting to sample this pussy,” he tells me, slapping me on the ass. “Relax and you might enjoy it.”

Crying and begging him to stop only makes him more aggressive as he keeps one hand on my back, forcibly holding me down. He’s fumbling around with I’m guessing a condom when I take note of a paperweight sitting on the edge of the desk.

He finally thrusts into me and I cry out.

“Ah,” he moans as he pounds into me. “This is some good, pure pussy.”

He continues, every thrust getting harder and harder with his hand now on the back of my neck.

“Ah, ah!” he grunts before finally pulling out of me.

I lay there a few seconds giving him a minute to back up. Picking up the paperweight from the desk, I swing it towards his head, connecting the first time!

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— Happy Reading!
Lakisha

Daily Devotional – 10/13/15 “Are you praying?”

Every time you open up your email or phone, there’s a breaking news story on more violence. Every time you turn on the television, there’s another report of someone being gunned down. Every time you open up social media, there are more RIP statuses than ever before. This bothers me! It bothers me that with the current state of our cities, the worship places are empty and yet we want to blame the pastor. “He/she didn’t preach worth nothing today,” when the truth of the matter is; you just didn’t worship worth nothing. Please understand, I am not saying that going to worship will automatically stop the surge of violence but it is my prayer that it’ll automatically shape the person whose coming. This is why for those of you seasoned Saints; who has your favorite seat in the church that nobody can sit in, who will tell anybody that you know more than the person who has been assigned to lead you, who will challenge any change that occurs, who act like they built the church brick by brick and then called folk, who will chase folk away because you don’t like how they look, who will sit the children down because you don’t like their choice of music, who will keep your mouth on folk because you simply talk too much and who will choke out the religion in those trying to learn it; you need to sit down somewhere!

It’s time that we, as believers of God, start fighting in the spirit as believers of God! (Read that again.) See, you can’t change folk but God can. You can’t help everybody but God can. You can’t be everywhere but God can. You don’t know it all but God does! Baby, you can plan out your day and then death will show up and throw you a curve ball. You can plan your future but then life happens. This is why the bible says in Matthew 6:34, “Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” Philippians 4:6 says this, “Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.” I won’t say that time is winding down, I don’t know that for sure but what I do know is this … when a common man doesn’t think it to be so, I know it to be true; prayer changes things! Are you praying?

I know who I am!

Hey! I’m Lakisha, a preacher of God’s word who still, sometime, cuss, I still make mistakes, I still sin, sometimes; I stay up later than I should, I procrastinate on some things, when I get mad I shut down, I don’t like to argue, I have tattoos, I love preaching, teaching, going to worship service and studying God’s word, I absolutely love my family and friends and I write fiction books about sex. I’m not perfect but guess what … God still loves me! God still uses me! God still finds favor in me! God still deems me worthy! God still counts me as His! And I’m still blessed in spite of what man thinks!

Why did I share that? Because somebody got up today feeling like you can’t be used because of your past or maybe even your present state. Somebody told you that God couldn’t have called you, with your reputation. Somebody is probably in your text messages right now telling you not to step out on faith because of how folk might see you but baby, you’ve got to start trusting God and taking Him at His word. Stop allowing the enemy to speak death over your life when God had blew fresh anointing into you. So what if you have more than one baby daddy or baby momma, so what if you had a child out-of-wedlock, so what if you drink, so what if you are behind on your bills, so what if you don’t know how to pray, so what if you don’t know what the scriptures mean; start somewhere! Make the first step and God will make the next one. Stop being worried about how folk look at you because God will make you over from the inside out and what you look like on the outside won’t matter anyway. Yea, you’ll still look the same to you but you’ll look different to everybody else; that’ll be God’s anointing shining through. Remember this beloved… God says in John 15:16, “You didn’t choose me. I chose you. I appointed you to go and produce lasting fruit, so that the Father will give you whatever you ask for, using my name.” It’s God’s name that counts, not yours!