Lakisha, the Author

Ms. Nice Nasty – Excerpt (Rated R)

My new book, Ms. Nice Nasty, was released on Tuesday, April 7! For those of you who have already downloaded or ordered your copy, thank you!! Your support means so much to me. I wanted to share an excerpt from the book, for those of you, who’ve yet to place your order … (LOL)

Excerpt:

Music playing
“Oh, come on and rock me, ooh, girl
Oh, come on and rock me, ooh, girl
Hey, girl, long time no see
Do you have a little time to spend with me?
I wanna know what’s been going on
In your life, huh, talk to me, baby”

“Terrance,” I call out when I don’t see him in the living room.
“Hey, I didn’t hear you come in.”
“I know because you got your Freddie Jackson bumping. What do you know about that?”
“I know enough,” He says, singing in my ear, “Ooh, girl, I’m gonna love you real good. Come on let me do it now, you know I could. I really miss the way you squeeze and moan and call out my name, woo, you can call me, baby.”
“Is that so? Why don’t you show me then,” I say, pushing him away as I pull my shirt over my head, throwing it on the floor. He continues to sing down the hall to the bedroom and I follow as if I am headed towards the adventure of my life. I unfasten my bra and throw it on the floor as I watch him watching me. I step out of my heels as I slowly unbutton my jeans, working them off along with my panties.
“Damn, you are so sexy.”
“Am I?”
“You know you are. Now come here and let me taste you. You know I’ve been missing your sweetness.”
“Since you ask so nicely,” I answer, slowly walking over to the bed. He pulls me into him and kisses me so hard I can hardly catch my breath. “Damn boy!”
He didn’t say anything as he pushes me down on the bed. “Close your eyes and don’t say one word.”
“Now—” I start to say before he grabs my mouth.
“Not one word, Camille!” He barks.
Okay, I like this!
I feel him tie something around my wrist and then my ankle. I want to open my eyes so bad, but the suspense of what he is doing is turning me on big time! He walks around the bed and does the same thing to my other wrist and ankle, all without saying anything. Did he leave?
“Oooh,” I moan as I feel something cold on my candy lady.
“Don’t you dare open your eyes,” he says, when he sees me raise my head.
“Shit!” I scream when he blows on my clit. He sends my mind racing before burying his head into my candy land. I go to grab his head, forgetting my hands are tied to the bed and he smiles. I am at his mercy and I love every second of it. “I’m cummmin…” I sing out as the orgasm rocks my core. I open my eyes to see who in the hell this man is because it couldn’t possibly be the Terrance I knew. He has never given me an orgasm like this before.
“Untie me,” I say, needing to return the favor. “Terrance, untie me.”
“You’re in my house, my rules!” he says as he eases his way up my body, reaching to get a condom from the nightstand.
“Baby, please! I need my hands on you.”
“What did I say?” he asks as he inserts two fingers into me, quickly finding the spot to shut me up. “I can’t hear you,” he says, going deeper, causing me to squirt all over his hand as I scream out in ecstasy.
My wrists were tied with enough slack for him to pull me closer as he sits up on his knees to put the condom on. With my knees bent, he pushes my legs further down as he admires the work of art I possess.
“Do you even know how good this pussy is?” He asks, rubbing her slowly as he inserts and removes his finger, before placing it in his mouth. I was so hot that I needed to feel him on the inside of me and he knew it. I was squirming for his touch as he continues to play with the sweet juices seeping from her.
He grabs his rock hard cock and rubs it up against me as I was grinding into him, silently begging him to let me feel it.
“Is this what you want?” He teases, placing the head at the entrance of her lips. Slowly rising up, he pushes a little of himself in as I fight to get my arms loose. “Stop fighting.” He laughs as he pushes in a little more.
“Mmm,” I moan.
“You want more?” He asks, while placing his hands on the bed on each side of my head, before pushing every inch into me. I close my eyes as I moan my appreciation. “Open your eyes Camille,” he demands, as he strokes life into the inside of me.
“Oh,” was the only sound I can make as my girl tightens around him. He grabs the sheet on the bed as he pounds into me, hitting the spot that any man rarely reaches. His pace increases as I feel another orgasm at its peak.
“Don’t stop, oh God, Terrance; don’t stop!” I scream as he sits up, placing his thumb over my clit. “Shit … shit!”
When he finally releases, he collapses on top of me.
“Damn, I should stay away from you more often.” I laugh.
“What?” he asks as he unties me.
“You know what. Either you’ve taken some classes or you’ve been holding back on me.”
“I can’t show you everything every time. I got to keep you coming back,” he says, pulling me close to him.

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I blink a couple of times to make out the clock on the side of the bed. 3:30 a.m. “Shit!” I say, jumping out of Terrance’s bed trying to find my clothes. How in the hell did I fall asleep. I never fall sleep in another man’s bed.
I didn’t even say goodbye to Terrance as I quickly get dressed and ran to my car. The last thing I need is to hear Thomas’ mouth.

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Lakisha

Daily Devotional – 4/9/15 “What will you sacrifice?”

There is a song that is played that says, “If you provide the fire, I’ll provide the sacrifice. If you pour out your spirit, I will open up inside. Fill me up God.” At first, I used to sing the song because they played it over and over on the radio, until one day; it hit me like a ton of bricks. – If you provide the fire – I’ll provide the sacrifice. – If you provide the fire – I’ll provide the sacrifice. I had to ask myself, what are you singing? I had to ask myself, “What are you sacrificing to God?” Yea, you sing the song but are you sincere? You say the words but are they clear in your worship? You speak them but are they in your spirit? Do you even know what you are saying? What is your sacrifice to God? I know in biblical days, they sacrificed livestock and such yet now days, God is saying, “Do not neglect to do good and to share what you have, for such sacrifices are pleasing to God (Hebrews 13:6),” yet we won’t even do that. We are more pleasant to folk in the street than the folk we stay with. We say excuse me to people whose cart we run into in the grocery store but will run into your brother/sister in the house and not say a mumbling word – we got to do better. Romans 12:1 says, “Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God–this is your true and proper worship,” yet we offer our body to the first, second, third or seventeenth person who will look our way. Don’t you know every person you connect with, you are also connecting with their spirit? And now you’re wondering why you got all this hell in your home, well check what you’ve connected with lately, it may be the cause.

See, sacrificing isn’t all about a physical burning of something because God puts a spiritual fire in us daily. The question now is; what are we willing to spiritually burn, daily, as a sacrifice? Psalm 50:14 says, “Sacrifice thank offerings to God, fulfill your vows to the Most High.” Isn’t that something we can do? Hebrews 13:15 says, “Through Jesus, therefore, let us continually offer to God a sacrifice of praise–the fruit of lips that openly profess his name.” Isn’t that something we can do? What are you willing to sacrifice? As for me, as long as God provides the fire within my spirit, I’ll provide the sacrifice of my service! As long as God provides the fire, I’ll provide the sacrifice of my thanksgiving. As long as God provides the fire, I’ll provide the sacrifice of my praise. What are you willing to sacrifice? When, because God will continually provide the fire, so when God provides the fire; what will you sacrifice as an offering to Him? Oh but get this … If you don’t have anything to offer, sacrificially; God says in Proverbs 21:3, “The LORD is more pleased when we do what is right and just than when we offer him sacrifices.” So, what’s your excuse now? Just live right then!

Daily Devotional – 4/7/15 “Don’t believe me, just watch!”

There are people camped around you who are waiting on you to fail – that’s alright. There are people in your family who don’t believe you will amount to anything – that’s alright. There are people who come to cheer you on and then leave speak negatively about you – that’s alright too. Get this … you don’t have to tell them nothing, you don’t have to demonstrate to them your destiny, pronounce to them your purpose, visualize your vision or even convince them of your conviction just tell them “don’t believe me, just watch!” You know how you try to make someone believe that something works and the more you tell them, the less they believe until you say, “don’t believe me, just watch?” Well, this spiritual walk is the same way. See, there are folk who don’t believe you should be blessed like you are and they are saying it isn’t going to work but baby, if you serve the God I serve; tell them, don’t believe me just watch! There are folk who are saying, how can somebody like you, who used to sell drugs now preach the word of God, it won’t last but when you come before a God like the one I serve tell them, don’t believe me, just watch. Folk gossiping saying, how can somebody like her who used to shut the clubs down on Saturday night now be the youth director of a church, it’s all a show but when you answer the call of a God like the one I serve, you can proudly proclaim; don’t believe me, just watch! Statistics said because I was raised in the projects of North Memphis; I should have been a teenage mother with multiple baby daddies, high school dropout, living in the same area I was raised in, living on government assistance, could have been strung out on drugs by now – BUT GOD! Statistics says I could have cancer being that my momma has 4 girls – BUT GOD! Some folk said because of the color of my skin, I’d never amount to anything but I keep saying, “don’t believe in me, just watch!”

I don’t have to tell you everything that I’ve been through but let me tell you this … God is an awesome God, don’t believe me just watch. He took a regular nobody who was me and He uses me daily to bless folk; you can be used too. Don’t believe me, just watch! You don’t have to wait on anybody to validate you, God has already done that, God is continually doing it! Don’t believe, just watch. You got up this morning, didn’t you? That’s validation. You were in your right mind. That’s validation. You had what you needed, even if you didn’t think it was enough. That’s validation. You had the means and the opportunity to get more of what you need and want. That’s validation. So, you see what I mean? God is doing in this season y’all … Don’t believe me, just watch! If you need a witness, watch me. I’m a living witness. Believe in yourself enough for it to be enough and then sing, “Don’t believe me, just watch!!” You can be whatever you set your mind to be. If that’s not enough, remix – “Don’t believe in me, just watch!” It works too!

Daily Devotional – 4/6/15 “Your Relationship!”

I shared this on Facebook on Saturday but it’s worth sharing today. Now, I initially wrote this to the ladies but it goes for the men too so let me say it this way …STOP demeaning yourself, stop doubting who you are, stop covering your vision, hiding your purpose and stopping God’s plan for your life all because of a man or a woman who is too afraid to realize the jewel or the gem that is in you! Lady, don’t you know his FAVOR lies within you; HIS WIFE! Stop allowing yourself to be “wifey” for 15 years – you ought to be great enough to marry! Man; stop being “bae” in her phone; if she doesn’t have enough respect for you to use your real name, don’t give her yours. Girl, stop allowing him to stop by to fulfill his needs when it’s convenient – you should be his need! Boy, stop allowing her to use you to fulfill her needs – you should be her need! For the both of you – stop running when times get hard! If you can’t stay when times get hard, stop staying when they are good. If we can’t eat noodles together when the money is low then we shouldn’t be eating steak and lobster together when the money is good. If you can’t help me when I’m sick, I don’t need you when I’m well. If you can’t come when I’m in need, don’t come when I’m in heat (I’m just keeping it real). Woman – if the man isn’t fit to be the head of the house, stop giving him the title and the keys. Man – if the woman isn’t fit to be the queen of the house then stop giving her the title and the keys. It goes both ways.

Men are made to be the protector of women and women are made to be the help meet of men; where did we lose this? We bring so much baggage into new relationships that doom them from the beginning. We give up so easily that we spend more time shacking than we do actually staying married. Well, this is because we invite God in after we’ve messed everything up expecting Him to fix it. Stop blaming social media, other folk and things on the reason your relationships aren’t surviving. People ruin relationships. Your relationship should be like a rare vase; handle it with care. Yea, it’s going to get a few chips in it over the course of time; things happen. You may even go through something that shatters a few of the pieces but this is where you decide your next course of action … You either pick up the pieces and glue them back together or you throw them away. What’s the sense of walking around with scattered pieces of glass on the floor constantly being cut each time to walk over it? Sweep it up and decide. Your home is your safe place and should be where your heart is. There should be laughter, love and warmth there. If it isn’t; you’ve got work to do. Consult your counselor God for He is waiting on your call.

Daily Devotional – 4/3/15 “What are you willing to sacrifice?”

It’s Good Friday and I know I should tell you about all the hell Jesus endured on this day as He sacrificed Himself for us but don’t you know the story already? Don’t you normally hear about the death, burial and resurrection on Sunday as Pastor closes out his message? Don’t you know the story? Don’t you know the sacrifice? Don’t you know? Didn’t you learn about it in vacation bible school? Didn’t grandma tell you? Haven’t you read it for yourself a few times? Didn’t you watch the movie? Yet, you still don’t get it? Or maybe, you get it but you’ve yet to take it serious. I mean, how’s the view from where you are? How is your life going? Is “your year” taking shape yet? Has your vision started to pan out? Well, what have you sacrificed? Yea, what have you sacrificed to God? Abraham was willing to sacrifice the only son He and Sarah had. Job offered up everything he had, everything but his faith. What have you sacrificed? You complain about tithing when God says I only want ten cents (10) and you keep ninety (90). You complain about timing when God says, come when you are ready and I’ll wait for you. You complain about the man or woman God has sent to Pastor the church yet you won’t even open a bible on your own to know if what they are teaching is even true and you surely won’t stop to pray for them. So again I ask what are you sacrificing? What are you willing to give God as your service for Psalm 50:14 says, “Make thankfulness your sacrifice to God, and keep the vows you made to the Most High.”

You want God to lay your destiny out before you yet you won’t dare do anything to show Him you want it. You want God to show you your purpose and then you run from it. You ask God to increase your finances but then complain when they call you in on your off day. You ask God to send you a husband but then complain when the guy from the garage that fixes your car keeps asking you out (all because he doesn’t fit your standards). You ask God to open up a door for you but you can’t see it because you’re still looking out the back window at what you lost – baby, it’s gone. You ask God to deliver you from your addiction but you’re still hanging with the addicted. What are you sacrificing? See, I’ve learned that you have to sacrifice some stuff and some people to get to where God needs you to be. Oh, but don’t worry; God replaces EVERYTHING you lose in the process of your move! Call it mover’s insurance. But you’ve got to be willing to sacrifice those things and those people. Are you willing? What are you willing to sacrifice to the Lord? “And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all he has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice–the kind he will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. – Romans 12:1”