Phillipians 1:21 states, “For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.” As I read this scripture I can’t help but think of granddaddy who has been on his bed of affliction for over 2 years now. For it was then the doctors counted him out. They told the family to prepare ourselves because it wouldn’t be long. But as the days, months & years passed by, we saw granddaddy celebrate birthdays & anniversaries, smile at the grandchildren whose names he can still call and even tell you a thing or two when you weren’t acting right.
Even as he lay in that hospital bed and his body was becoming weaker as time went on, he remained granddaddy. Every time I walked in the room he called my name, asked me how I was doing when I should have been asking him. Even as I look upon his face now, which may be his final days, I know that it is well with my soul. For God promised us, in Psalm 90:10, “The days of our years are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and we fly away.” Granddaddy has lived the time God has promised. He has seen his ten children grow into adults, have families and even become grandparents themselves. He has seen his grandchildren grow and have families of their own. He has even been a part of the great-grandchildren’s lives, so who am I to be selfish now when it is his time to go? Who am I that I shall question God when he has allowed me 34 years with granddaddy? Who are we to want him to stay here suffering?
In Ecclesiastes 3:1-4, “To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven. A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;” This is our season but it doesn’t mean it’s the end, because seasons have to end too.
See granddaddy will soon receive the rest his weary body needs. He will soon sleep away to that place where he’ll be until God calls his name for him to be caught up in the rapture. Where he will receive his mansion, that man’s hands didn’t build. Where he will be able to walk around without pain, sing and it’s not Sunday morning, shout and he is not in church. In this place, he don’t have to worry about the stress & worries of this world, folk talking about him, wishing bad for his life or having more bills than money. In this place, there is no more sickness. In this place, there is no more judgment. For in this place! Thank you Jesus! Psalm 30:5 “weeping may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning.”
Dear God,
I thank you now for your word because your word gives comfort for times such as these. I thank you now for my granddaddy. God I thank you for his 83 years, for him still being in his right mind, for his love & caring that he has showed his family. God I ask that you send rest to his feeble body when you’re ready. God I ask that you send peace to his mind to know that grandmother will be alright. God I ask that you strengthen my grandmother now as she prepares herself for this transition. God I ask that you send strength and comfort to his 10 children, grandchildren, great-grandchildren, nieces, nephews, cousins, & friends. God I want you to show up in that room that has my granddaddy confined and have your way. God, do it for me. For I know that when granddaddy’s life is over, it won’t be goodbye but simply goodnight. I thank you on today at this very moment for keeping my mind. God I know all the days won’t be easy and tears will fall but I ask that you wrap your arms around us, don’t let one fall for the other and let us come together and not pull apart. God keep our minds stayed on you. Lord, I humbly ask all these things in your name.
Amen